Chapter Twenty-Two: The Thin Line Between Man and
Monster Time passed by so slowly for Reeve. He had no sense of what was reality and
what was just a manifestation of his feverish, deteriorating mind. Names and
faces passed by him in a flurry of motion, and Reeve didn’t know whether or not
the owners of these names and faces were living or deceased. Madness had planted
its seeds deep within his brain, and those horrible embryos were just beginning
to hatch, their burgeoning growth ripping away his sanity piece by piece, memory
by memory. In a few days - months? Years? Weeks? - he’d be just a hollow shell,
an empty vessel hanging from the shackles in this insubstantial prison that
Reeve was no longer sure was a real place or just a portion of his nightmare
world. But sometimes, in the midst of the chaotic whirlwind that Reeve used to call
his waking mind, he sometimes knew the real world for a few moments. All of the
faces and voices would disappear, and he would open his eyes and see the
mist-filled, rank dungeon in which he was imprisoned, and he would know without
a doubt that what he was seeing was complete and horrible reality at its most
hideous worst. And Reeve would feel hopelessness start to blossom in his heart
like a night bird flying to infect the world of the light with its harsh cries
of exquisite darkness. And the madness, which was never really gone completely
from his brain, would seize this opportunity and leapt out to reclaim its
victim, sending Reeve back to the pool of chaos that he was rapidly drowning
in. It was during one of these moments that Reeve realized that he had a
visitor. Of course, he couldn’t see this mysterious figure, but he knew it was there,
hidden in the mists. He could feel its eyes on him, watching him intensely as he
struggled to raise his head and focus on the figure. But he couldn’t. His eyes
had lost the ability to focus long ago, and Reeve knew in the back of his mind
that it was only a matter of time before he lost his sight altogether. “Your condition has worsened,” a voice commented, ringing through the silence
of the dungeon to reach the ears of its only prisoner. Reeve could have sworn he
had heard the voice before - deep and raspy. “It’s a small miracle you’re still alive, you know,” the voice said again,
and this time Reeve was able to match up the voice with a face…or rather a face
covered with a sky mask. The Running Man! “The madness won’t leave you alone, will it?” the dark man asked as Reeve
tried vainly to lock down on where the voice was coming from. “It must be
terrible for you.” All Reeve could see with his permanently blurred eyes was a mass of green and
black all around him. He could see no indication that the Running Man was even
in the room with him. For all he knew, his kidnapper’s voice could be coming
from the mists themselves. “I would think that death would be a mercy for you by now.” No! Reeve thought, jerking violently against the chains with the sheer
force of his will. I can’t die! Not yet! For a while, the Running Man was silent, as if surprised by Reeve’s reaction,
and when he spoke next, his voice was somewhat softer. “You hear and understand every word I’m saying…don’t you?” Yes, I do, Reeve tried to say, but nothing emerged from his mouth. The
words didn’t even reach his throat. There was a brief pause before the Running Man spoke again. “Your friend
Yuffie Kisaragi is down here now.” Reeve’s blood turned to ice. N-No! Yuffie! No! “She put up quite a fight,” the Running Man continued flatly. “It seems
that all members of AVALANCHE have wills made of tempered steel. I didn’t think
she would be so hard to capture.” Damn you! Let Yuffie go! “I’m going to see her right now. She will undergo the same torture
processes that you did.” No…no…don’t do it to her! Please! “I don’t even know why I’m telling you this,” the Running Man said
quietly. “It’s not to torment you, despite what you’re probably thinking at the
moment. Anyhow, I’m leaving now.” Reeve suddenly surged against his chains, long inactive muscles abruptly
reanimating themselves. The chain links jangled together loudly, wordlessly
demanding that the Running Man stop and pay heed to the indomitable will of the
once Shinra manager. “You have something to say to me?” the Running Man asked, the mists
delivering his words for him. If you hurt Yuffie, I’m going to kill you! Reeve tried to say, but all
that emerged was a bestial snarl that he couldn’t believe had come from his
throat. “That what they all say,” the Running Man deadpanned.
“W-What are you going to do with those?” Yuffie Kisaragi
Drip.
“Vincent!” Yuffie cried, running across the liquid-like surface beneath
her feet, saltwater splashing her bare legs as she chased after the painfully
distant figure of Vincent Valentine.
“Come back!” she yelled, gasping for breath as she tore across the watery
plain as fast as her legs would carry her, all too aware of the fact that no
matter how hard or how fast she ran, Vincent’s figure wasn’t getting any
closer.
He had his back to her, raven’s wing black hair billowing in some unseen
breeze until it seemed to meld into the perfectly black sky that hovered
ominously over their heads. His dark clothes fluttered around his tall figure
like silk, the motion of the garments much like undulating dance of water
itself.
“Vincent!” Yuffie called again, running for all she was worth. “Please,
Vincent, turn around!”
Drip.
“Vincent!” she gasped, stumbling and almost falling. “It’s me, Yuffie!
I…I want to see your face, Vincent!”
But it was no use. She felt her legs give out beneath her from sheer
exhaustion, and she could only watch helplessly as Vincent’s already distant
figure slowly faded like a shadow returning to the darkness that had birthed
it.
She was all alone.
Drip. Drip.
Her heart was in so much agony that Yuffie felt it was going to shatter
into a million pieces. Tears violently stung her eyes, and she lowered her head,
allowing her unbound hair to cascade all around her in a waterfall of
chocolate.
“Vincent,” she whispered, as a tear rolled down her cheek. “I’m sorry,
Vincent. I’m so sorry. Sorry that I was wrong, Vincent…please…forgive me…”
Drip. Drip.
“I just want to see your face, Vincent. One last time…”
Drip.
“Vincent…I…”
Drip. Drip. Drip.
Slowly, the realm of dream abandoned the weeping form of Yuffie Kisaragi,
sending her tumbling back into reality with a thud. She suddenly became aware of
a splitting pain in her head, like some wacko was trying to saw her head open or
something gross and deranged like that. There was a strange odor in the air,
faint yet very displeasing; Yuffie couldn’t resist wrinkling her nose in
distaste. Something hard and cold was supporting her head and back, and it took
her a few seconds to realize that it was the floor.
Where am I? she wondered, starting to open her eyes. Gawd! This
floor is freaking hard! And what the hell is that annoying dripping
sound?
Even though her eyes were fully open, they were almost entirely out of focus,
and it took precious seconds of waiting for Yuffie to be able to see clearly.
But when the world around her finally emerged, all she saw was that she was
being held in a cold, damp cell with stone walls and a ceiling to match. There
was light coming in from a door with a barred window, but other than that, her
new home was inhabited by purebred shadows.
Boring, she thought, groaning slightly.
“I see you’re finally awake,” a voice behind her suddenly deadpanned.
Yuffie was up like a shot despite the roaring pain in her head. Trying to
ignore the loud pounding of her heart in her chest, she wrestled to her knees
and trying to pinpoint where the voice had come from.
“Who’s there?!” she demanded, her voice ringing loudly through the cell.
The darkness in front of her seemed to shift, and the Running Man stepped out
of the shadows.
Her heart skipped a beat as she stared up into those eyes that she had
recognized just before she had blacked out in Midgar. Up close and out of
battle, she saw that the Running Man was a lot taller than he had originally
seemed. He was a lot thinner, too, but her expert eyes could easily spot the
well-developed muscles even under the folds of his leather jacket and dark
pants. His face was still covered by his black ski mask, the dark cloth
offsetting those horribly familiar eyes.
“You’ve stolen Aeris’ eyes,” Yuffie whispered, blurting out the first thing
that came to mind, as was her tendency to do.
The objects she had been referring to narrowed dangerously, their natural
glow becoming so concentrated that they seemed to bore into her face with the
intensity of two lasers. Squirming underneath that icy gaze, Yuffie was reminded
of just whom she was dealing with here. Reeve’s and now her
kidnapper.
Without warning, the Running Man lifted a gloved hand and took hold of the
bottom of his ski mask, pulling it off of his head before Yuffie could even
blink.
“Um…whoa,” she stammered, eyes wide as she was finally able to see the face
behind her kidnapper’s mask.
The Running Man could only be accurately described as “drop dead gorgeous.”
He was around Cloud’s age, with longish white-blond hair that shimmered in the
darkness and was long enough to nearly cover one of his eyes. Strong facial
features gave him an aristocratic look, as if he were a noble from some
forgotten time and place. But, of course, the most striking and disturbing
feature was his eyes. They were large and green, just as Aeris’ eyes had been,
only this man’s eyes held none of that fresh innocence that Aeris had been known
for. No, the Running Man’s eyes were as cold as primal ice, silently telling her
that her life meant absolutely nothing to him.
“Uh…hello,” Yuffie said nervously, not knowing what else to do.
“On your feet,” the Running Man ordered, the look on his face daring her to
disobey him.
Yuffie made a face. “But I’m on my knees. Isn’t that enough? I’m really tired
right now and-”
“On your feet now,” he suddenly snapped, eyes hard as steel.
“Fine,” Yuffie muttered reluctantly, climbing shakily to her booted feet,
trying not to stumble. “There,” she told the Running Man. “Are you happy?”
Face emotionless, the Running Man suddenly reached behind his back. Yuffie
stiffened as she heard a metallic, jangling noise resound through her cell like
the dark laughter of an unseen being. For a moment, she feared that the Running
Man was going to pull out some kind of weapon, but when his hand came back into
view, a pair of gleaming shackles was clutched in his gloved fingers.
“Turn around,” he ordered flatly.
Yuffie laughed nervously, her eyes on the shackles. “Hehe. W-What are you
going to do with those?”
The Running Man’s eyes narrowed menacingly, not at all pleased with her
belligerence. “Yuffie Kisaragi, you are a member of AVALANCHE and a descendent
of the Kisaragi-Chao bloodline. Wutainese ninjas are known for their unmatched
skills and powerful magic attacks. I’m not taking any chances with you. Now,
turn around.”
Yuffie blinked dumbly at him, surprised with how much he had known about her
and her ancestors. The way he had talked about her had made her feel like she
ranked up there with the Cetra as far as importance went. Yet, surprisingly
enough, she wasn’t sure she was flattered by the comparison. After all, the
Cetra were extinct.
Yuffie made sure to keep her hands out of the Running Man’s reach and
stammered, “Oh, those aren’t really necessary, you know! I’m not going to try
and run away or anything!”
Yeah right, she thought.
“Yeah right,” the Running Man suddenly said dryly. “Don’t make this anymore
difficult than it has to be or I’m going to have to get rough.”
Yuffie had the audacity to roll her eyes. “Like I’m so sure, Running Asshole!
I whooped your sorry ass back in Midgar! Your dumb little partner - whoever they
were - had to knock me out because I fried your ass with my totally
powerful Bolt 3 spell!”
The Running Man glared at her, spinning the shackles around with one finger,
as casual as a bounty hunter like him would get. “Fortunately,” he told her. “We
won’t have to worry about such pesky spells anymore, will we?”
A cold feeling washed over Yuffie, and she looked down at her wrists to see
that she had been completely stripped of all her armor, and her materia was
nowhere to be seen.
Anger darkened her pretty face as she glared at the Running Man. “You slimy
bastard!” she declared, clenching her small hands into fists. “Where the hell
did you put my armor and all my materia?!”
Shit…I was carrying the Knights of the Round! Cloud’s gonna murder me! If
I ever get outta here, that is…
The Running Man smiled coldly at her. “It’s in a safe place,” he said
mysteriously.
“Bastard!” Yuffie spat, scowling deeply at his amused expression. “I hope you
SUFFERED during my Bolt 3 attack!”
“Not really,” he said flatly, suddenly tossing the shackles into one of his
hands and pulling back the cuff of his leather jacket to reveal a metal bangle
hanging around his wrist, the runes etched on it turning into deep pools of
shadow in the meager light.
Yuffie recognized the armor immediately. She remembered how she had had to
surrender it over to Red before going down into the center of the Planet to
fight Sephiroth. Little fuzzball put up quite a fight over it, too…
“Bolt Armlet,” she growled. “Aren’t you just the luckiest bastard, to be
wearing it at the time?”
“Quit calling me a bastard,” the Running Man ordered coldly, pulling his cuff
back down over the Bolt Armlet. “That is not my name and so I will not tolerate
being called such.”
Yuffie sniffed. “Fine. So…what IS your name, then?”
The Running Man paused, then, to her utter surprise, said, “Titus.”
Yuffie blinked. “Oh. Hey! That’s a pretty name! It’s probably fake, but it’s
still pretty.”
Titus rolled his emerald green eyes and suddenly strode over to the door and
shoved it open, letting the light from the hall filter into the cell. Even then,
some of the deepest shadows still lingered in the corners of the room.
“Out,” he ordered flatly, holding the door open with one hand and gesturing
with the other, shackles jangling unpleasantly as he did so.
As long as they stay in his hand and not on my wrists, I’ll be just
fine, Yuffie thought nervously as she slowly walked towards the door,
keeping her hands as far away from Titus as possible.
Making sure to keep a certain amount of distance between her and Titus -
which was rather hard, being that they were both in the same doorway - Yuffie
cautiously poked her head out of the cell and took her time examining the
hallway, noting that there were more cell doors lining either side of the
corridor. Her heart skipped a beat as she wondered if Reeve was being held in
one of them, but something told her that Reeve was somewhere else entirely. The
other cells were silent and appeared to be unoccupied, and this simple
observation was enough to placate Yuffie for the time being. She also noticed
that one end of the hallway was more brightly lit than the other.
I’ll bet the exit is that way, she thought, a plan beginning to hatch
in her devious little thief’s brain. Let’s just hope good ol’ Titus here is
the impatient sort.
Finally, after another thirty seconds of watching her continue to examine
the empty corridor, Titus - usually a very patient man - got fed up with
waiting. Placing a gloved hand on her narrow back, he gave her a somewhat hard
shove that sent her flying out into the hallway.
Big mistake, Yuffie thought with an internal grin. Can’t believe
the sucker actually fell for it!
She pretended to be on a collision course with the hard floor, but
instead, she twisted gracefully around and bolted to the right, thinking that
there was no way in hell that Titus would be able to catch and swift, nimble
creature such as herself.
But after only two running strides, she suddenly felt two hands close on her
arms and yank them behind her back…rather painfully, too. Her flight to freedom
was brought to a brutal close when she felt the cold metal of the shackles bite
into her wrists and heard the loud snap as Titus clicked them shut with an air
of smug finality.
“Damn it,” she cursed under her breath, feeling her hopes of escape
fluttering away.
“Nice try,” Titus praised, and Yuffie thought he sounded genuinely impressed.
“I wasn’t expecting that, you know. Well done.”
“A trick is only well done if it works,” Yuffie grumbled as Titus spun her
around to face him, her hands now completely immobile in her new bindings.
“A good philosophy,” Titus commented, lifting a pale blond eyebrow. “But if
you try something like that again, you’ll give me justification to kill
you.”
“She just gave you justification, honey,” a new voice suddenly said.
“Why don’t you just kill her now? She’s probably going to end up dead
anyways.”
A scowl already marring Yuffie’s features at the arrogance in the accented
voice, she spun around to find her face to face with a Wutainese woman dressed
in a leather bodysuit that fit her like a second skin. Her dark brown eyes
glared down at Yuffie snootily as she walked closer to the pair, heeled boots
clacking on the floor.
“Who the hell are you?” Yuffie demanded in the nastiest tone she could
muster.
Titus suddenly laid his hand on her shoulder, drawing her attention away from
the woman. “Who she is doesn’t matter,” he said curtly. “Let’s get going.”
He started to drag Yuffie down the hallway but stopped short when he saw a
mischievous grin on the young girl’s face. “Is this your girlfriend,
Titus?” she teased, nudging him her elbow and winking at him as if they were old
friends instead of kidnapper and prisoner. “Why don’t ya introduce me to her?
Huh? Huh?”
Titus glared at her angrily.
The woman suddenly planted her hands on her narrow hips and huffed. “You told
her your name, Titus?” she asked incredulously.
“What does it matter in the end?” Titus said coldly, directing his words at
the woman even though he was staring down at Yuffie. “She’s never going to see
daylight again.”
Yuffie swallowed hard, and for the first time, she realized that there was
actually a chance that she may not get out of here alive.
The woman threw up her hands suddenly. “To hell with it all!” she declared.
“I’m Fa-Li. Now, let’s go!”
Yuffie found herself being ushered somewhat roughly down the hall with Titus
on her left and Fa-Li on her right. Both of them hand one of their hands wrapped
around Yuffie’s upper arm, like she was REALLY going to try and run with her
hands in shackles. (She probably would, but that was beside the point!) She had
no idea where she was in the first place, which put her at a disadvantage. She
had no doubt that even if she, by some miracle, managed to get away from her
captors, she would quickly find herself lost in this outlandish place. Knowing
her rotten luck, she would probably end up stumbling into a place much worse
than where her two escorts were taking her.
Her soul deflated slightly as thoughts of escape grew dimmer and dimmer.
Maybe the others will come for me, she thought hopefully. I’m sure
stupid Vincent will notice when I don’t show up in the office building and start
raising Cain for having to walk all around the building in the rain. They’ll
come and rescue me…I hope…
But how were Vincent and the others even to know where she had been taken?
Unless Titus had left some sort of trail this time, the others were shit out of
luck…and so was she.
Sighing internally, Yuffie focused on her surroundings as she passed them
since neither of her escorts seemed to be in a chatty mood. The walls on either
side of her were lined with cell after cell, barred windows high up on the doors
resembling gaping mouths lined with stained teeth. Were there other people in
these cells? So far there was nothing but silence hanging in the air, and as she
passed the barred windows, she could see no sign that the cells were occupied.
Still, she had a feeling that at least a few of these cells held horrible
secrets for her to witness.
The prison corridor seemed to go on forever, but soon Titus and Fa-Li stopped
at a rusted metal door that had a circular handle resembling those on submarine
hatches. Yuffie had no interest in the nasty old door, but what did
interest her was the fact that Titus and Fa-Li released their grips on her arms
so that they could open the door. Well, at least Titus started to open
the door. Fa-Li just stood there in a bratty fashion, practically tapping her
foot with impatience.
Yuffie was just about to open her mouth and start annoying her captors when
she suddenly heard a scuffling noise from the cell on her left. Leaning back
slightly so she could see around Titus, she narrowed her eyes, trying to pierce
the darkness beyond the window’s bars. She could see nothing, but she suddenly
heard the rustling noise again.
Yep, there was definitely something in there.
Now, Yuffie was a curious person by nature, but she tended to shy away from
situations that might end up with her pushing up daisies with “Curiosity killed
the cat” written on her tombstone. But, hey, there was a cell door between her
and whatever was in the darkness. No harm with a little peek now, was there?
Even though Yuffie felt Fa-Li’s watchful eyes on her, neither of her captors
moved to stop her as she slowly approached the occupied cell, intent on finding
out what was in there. She hadn’t heard the scuffling noise again, but she felt
something watching her from behind the barred window. But stopping a foot
away from the cell, she could still see nothing in the darkness.
Frustrated, Yuffie strode right up against the door and, standing on her
toes, practically shoved her face up against the bars, peering curiously into
the darkness.
She saw the creature coming almost a moment too late.
A head suddenly materialized out of blackness, oversized and monstrous, and
Yuffie was just about to scream when two hands came flying through the bars,
grabbing for her throat with the fervor of demon reaching from its fiery pit. A
grotesque moaning suddenly split the air, and Yuffie felt hands clamp down on
her shoulders and yank her backwards so that she collided with something hard:
Titus’ chest.
Yuffie just stood there for a moment, leaning unwittingly on Titus for
support as she tried to recover her wits. Her mouth kept opening and closing,
and she knew that she was either trying to scream or talk; she couldn’t decide
which to do. The horror standing before her had banished all rational
thought.
Her first thought was that the thing screaming in the cell was a Faceless
Man. It the same bald head and glistening pink flesh as the ones she had fought
a couple of days ago, but the only difference was that this one…had a face. Or
what was left of a face. Whereas the Faceless Men had had only indentations
where its eyes, mouth, and nose should have been, this horrific creature
actually had something resembling the parts its predecessors had been lacking.
Only, instead of a real nose, this creature had a gaping hole in which Yuffie
could see gray tissue and something white that might have been bone; it looked
much like someone had just ripped the entire nose off of the thing’s face. There
was a bandana covering the thing’s eyes, thank God, but there was a clear watery
substance trickling out from underneath the cloth that Yuffie didn’t even want
to guess the nature of. She somehow knew that the thing no longer possessed
organs with which to see. But the most horrible thing was the mouth, or what was
left of it. The creature’s lips had been literally stitched together with
some sort of thick leather straps, making it look like some sort of diabolical
rag doll come to life. But it wasn’t so much the sight of the mouth being
prevented from fulfilling its natural purpose that made Yuffie freeze in
terror.
All the Faceless Men Yuffie had fought so far had been eerily silent, and
though at the time Yuffie had been unnerved by the lack of sound that the
abominations made, she now had a newfound respect for the silent ones.
For this one - this monstrosity in the making - was trying to scream. No, it
was trying to TALK, but the only sounds that emerged from its stitched
mouth were horrible moans that echoed down the hall and made Yuffie’s heart
shudder in her chest. She could hear the desperation and fear in what was left
of the thing’s voice, and it suddenly struck her as unbelievably cruel that a
creature could be such a condition and still be emotionally aware of the
nightmare it was in. Too cruel…
Suddenly, Yuffie found her voice and realized she was in the mood for
screaming.
“Ohmygodwhatdidyoudotoit???!!!” she shrieked, suddenly feeling more angry
than frightened.
Titus squeezed her shoulder painfully, a signal for her to shut up.
But Yuffie was beyond listening to reason. “What did you do it?!” she raged
as the thing in the cell moaned again, its pink, emaciated hands slicing the air
inches from her face.
Fa-Li suddenly jerked her out of Titus’ grasp, her manicured fingernails
digging brutally into Yuffie’s arm. “Shut up!” she screamed at the girl, then
turned to Titus angrily. “Titus! Get that thing in there to stop its
moaning!”
“‘It’?” Titus echoed, looking amused. “I don’t think he or she is so far gone
into the transformation to be considered an ‘it’ yet.”
Something in his words broke through Yuffie’s haze of rage. “‘He or she’?!”
she cried, tearing her eyes away from the monstrosity clawing for freedom and
shifting her gaze to Titus. “I thought the Faceless Men were only men!! No wait!
This…thing - it was human???!!!”
Just like Vincent said…
“Key word being ‘was’,” Titus commented dryly as he strode fearlessly up
the cell, just out of reach of the Faceless Man/Woman’s clawing hands. “Well?”
he suddenly demanded of the creature. “Were you male of female…or do you even
remember?”
The Faceless Man/Woman’s response was only to screech louder, trying
desperately to swipe at Titus with its clawed hands. The watery substance was
still streaming out from under the bandana, and Yuffie realized for the first
time that the liquid was actually tears. The thing was crying.
“Stop it!” Yuffie hollered at Titus, surging against Fa-Li’s grasp. “It can
still understand you!! Stop it!! Please! It’s crying, goddamn you!!!”
Faster than lightening, Titus suddenly sprung forward, grabbing the
creature’s flailing hands and yanking them forward so that the thing’s face - or
what was left of it - was shoved up against the bars. It moaned plaintively.
“Oh gawd!!” Yuffie hollered at Titus, trying to kick the back of his leg with
her boot. “Leave it alone! Please!!”
Titus turned around to glare at the half-crazed girl held in the grip of
Fa-Li, which was surprisingly strong for such a slight woman. “Why should I
leave it alone?” he demanded coldly, his gloved hands still wrapped around the
thing’s arms. “It he or she doesn’t submit to the treatment, then in two or
three days, they’ll turn into an Evict.”
“And what the hell is a goddamn Evict?!” Yuffie raged.
“Think zombie,” Titus replied, turning away from her disinterestedly. “Think
smart zombie. Think smart zombie that can move fast when it wants to. Think
smart, fast zombie that screams a lot and eats anything it can get its claws on.
That, my little friend, is an Evict.” Then he added, as an afterthought, “I let
one loose in the Midgar sewers, you know.”
Yuffie’s heart froze in her chest. “What did you say?” she gasped.
Titus’ cold voice drifted back to her. “You heard me.”
“But three of my friends were in the sewers!!!” Yuffie burst out, gray eyes
full of pain.
“Not anymore,” Fa-Li muttered under her breath.
Yuffie felt something in her shatter and wither away. She shut her burning
eyes tightly and gritted her teeth, unwittingly sliding from Fa-Li’s grasp and
to the floor, the stone cold underneath her bare legs.
Reno…Elena…Red…
“G-God damn you!!” she roared, her entire body trembling. “God damn you
to hell!!!!!”
Titus suddenly appeared in front of her and yanked her roughly to her feet,
gloved fingers digging into her skin. Yuffie opened her eyes and glared up at
him angrily, the fire of hatred scalding her veins. Somewhere in the background
she could hear the Faceless Man/Woman moaning plaintively, but all she knew was
the unearthly light in Titus’ green eyes, which were right in front of her. She
wanted to do something to him. Punch him or kick him. But her hands were still
bound by her shackles, and her legs felt weak and watery. All she had left was
her voice and her fury.
“How could you?!” she spat, oblivious to the tears of rage and heartbreak
rolling down her face. “They were my friends! You’re a goddamn monster! I hope
you burn in hell!”
Titus’ eyes narrowed, and a bitter smile crept across his lips. “This
is my hell,” he whispered softly. “And now it is yours as well. Better
get used to it because you’re never leaving this place.”
Cloud massaged his temples in an attempt to ease the headache that was
threatening to make its home in his skull. The thunder in the night outside
rumbled in sinister amusement at his pain, and the ex-SOLDIER cursed the storm
that wasn’t showing any signs of letting up. Kalm was already mostly flooded,
and soon an emergency evacuation would be called for. That would not be a good
thing, of course. Where else would they station their base of operations? In
Midgar? No way, not when the Running Man may or may not be prowling the city
still.
Yet Cloud knew - somehow he just knew - that the Running Man was no
longer in Midgar.
Sighing wearily, he tried to force himself to focus on the maps spread out on
the table in front of him, but the many lines and curves blurred before his
overworked eyes, and he let out a growl of frustration. Elena and Rude had been
nice enough to make the trek back to their hotel room to bring back old maps of
Midgar Reeve had given them a while back in case of an emergency. Strangely
enough, Reno had declined to go with them and instead had trudged upstairs
without a word to almost anyone.
Don’t know what’s wrong with that guy, Cloud thought. He didn’t
even drink himself into a coma tonight like he usually does. Maybe he’s
embarrassed because of the whole snake thing.
Unconsciously, Cloud’s gaze shifted to the long scrapes that now ran
almost the entire length of both of his arms, courtesy of a certain redheaded
Turk and his massive fear of snakes. Cloud absently ran a gloved finger along
one of the angry red lines and winced as a jolt of pain went through him. The
scrapes weren’t enough to merit a Cure spell or even a Potion, but the things
sure stung like crazy. Like big, long paper cuts. Reno must have literally been
clawing at him in his attempt to get away from the snake earlier that
day. And lucky Cloud had to be the stepping stone.
He was still prodding at the scrapes when he suddenly heard a light footstep
on the stairs leading to the upstairs bedrooms. Looking up, he was surprised to
see Tifa standing there, barefooted and wearing a pale blue robe.
“Hey Cloud,” she greeted a little nervously, tucking a lock of dark brown
hair behind her ear.
He managed to muster up a weary smile for her. “Hey Tifa. What are you doing
up so late?”
“Couldn’t sleep,” she said, smiling wanly at him and padding over to take a
seat in the chair across from him, heedless of the maps consuming most of the
table space. “Did you see Vincent pass through here?” she asked.
Cloud blinked in confusion. “No, but he might have gone through while I was
sleeping.”
Tifa’s brow creased. “You fell asleep down here?”
Cloud nodded. “Yeah, right on the maps, hence the drool spot on Sector
2.”
She laughed softly, smiling a little. “Cloud, have you been down here all
night?”
He nodded his spiky head, staring wearily at the maps between them. “These
are maps of Midgar and the Midgar sewer system,” he explained tiredly.
Tifa leaned forward and peered at one of the maps, brushing aside rebellious
strands of her hair when they made clear that they wanted to see the maps too.
“How can you make any sense of this?” she asked dubiously. “It’s just a bunch of
lines to me.”
“To me, too. But somehow I have to make sense of them.” He tapped the
map with one gloved finger. “Something keeps telling me that the key to finding
both Yuffie and Reeve is in the sewers.”
“Because that’s where the transport tunnel led?” Tifa asked.
Cloud nodded. “Yeah, so we’re pretty sure that the Running Man left the lab
by way of the sewers. And also, that snake was huge. Something that big couldn’t
have been slinking around the sewers for a long time and not be noticed by
someone. It had to have come from somewhere.”
“And you think that somewhere might lead to the Running Man,” Tifa
finished.
Cloud looked at her helplessly. “It’s all we have to go on right now.”
Tifa propped her elbows up on the table and rested her chin in her hands. “So
we’re heading back to Midgar tomorrow?” she asked softly.
Cloud shook his head. “No, not tomorrow. We need to recuperate a little.”
“But Cloud!” Tifa suddenly exclaimed, eyes filled with worry. “We have to
find Yuffie and Reeve! And quick, too!”
Cloud felt a similar worry rising in his heart, but he held it back with a
great force of will. “I know, Tifa,” he said as calmly as he could manage. “But
Cid still needs to fix up Cait. With Yuffie gone, we’re going to need Cait’s
help as much as possible. And everyone’s a little shaken up right now.” Avoiding
her gaze, he said, “Especially Reno.”
Tifa didn’t say anything. She lowered her dark head, and Cloud was starting
to wonder if he had accidentally hurt her feelings when she suddenly said, “Do
you want me to tell you?”
He looked up in surprise. “Tell me what?”
“About me and Reno,” she replied softly.
Though something in him desperately wanted to cry “Yes!” Cloud shook his head
and returned his attention back to the maps. “That’s between you and Reno,” he
forced himself to say.
“But don’t you care?” Tifa asked suddenly, raising her head and fixing her
burgundy gaze on him.
Avoiding those beautiful, pained eyes, Cloud said, “Of course I care. More
than you’ll know, but…that’s between you and Reno,” he finished lamely, not
knowing what else to say. He never had been a man of many words.
“Cloud…” she whispered softly, and he heard the longing and the love in that
one word, but he refused to believe it, not when things were the way they
were.
“I’m sorry for the way I acted the other morning,” he rushed on, speaking
blindly now. “It’s just…I didn’t…I mean…I just…if Reno needs help, you should
help him, you know? I…I won’t stand in the way.” He practically choked on the
words as he said them.
He was in so much emotional trauma that he didn’t even see Tifa leave her
chair and come to stand beside him. One moment he was staring at the maps
without seeing them, the next he was feeling soft, graceful arms slipping around
his shoulders and gently pulling him so that his head was resting against a
slender stomach.
“I’m sorry for your pain, Cloud,” Tifa whispered softly, stroking his hair.
“I know you’re feeling confused and helpless right now. Don’t worry. We’re going
to find Yuffie and Reeve. Everything’s going to be alright.”
Something in Cloud seemed to give and he shuddered violently, his eyes
slipping closed and he wrapped his arms around Tifa’s waist and buried his face
in the soft cotton shirt that covered her lean stomach, breathing in the scent
of clean clothes and Tifa’s personal feminine scent. And for the first time in a
long time, he felt a sense of peace settle over him, like the calm after a
storm.
True, he knew that he may still be in danger of losing the woman he loved,
but…she was with him now, holding him and understanding his pain. And that was
more than enough.
Vincent shut his window quietly behind him, water streaming from his soaked
clothes to pool on the ground at his feet, shimmering like puddles of pure night
on the hardwood floor. He knew it was rude to be getting Tifa’s floor wet like
this, but he would just have to clean it later. He didn’t want to have to go
through the bar itself to get up to his room because that would have meant
bothering Tifa and Cloud during their moment of soltitude, something that he
felt he had no right to disrupt. And being that the back door was locked,
Vincent had had no other choice but to enter his room using the very same method
that had indirectly made Yuffie Kisaragi meet her doom.
Turning away from the window, Vincent looked dispassionately around at his
room. He knew that Tifa had stayed in his room long enough to watch and wave to
him as he walked away along the beach to stare at the churning ocean and violet,
stormy skies. Now he could hear her and Cloud talking softly downstairs in the
bar’s main room, their voices hushed and soothing, meant entirely for each
other. He had no right to even listen to such rhythmic emotion.
You should just leave, he told himself viciously. You are good for
absolutely nothing around here. Thirty years in a coffin atoning for your sins
was not nearly enough to lift the burden from your shoulders. You need a great
spiritual cleansing, Vincent Valentine. Something that will purge your horrid,
tainted soul of all the wrongs you have done.
Raking his human hand roughly through his tangled hair, Vincent realized that
he had lost his hair clasp sometime during his midnight meanderings. Almost
against his will, he walked over to the full length mirror that was hung on the
wall and looked to see just how ghastly his appearance was.
It may have been a man who had gone to take a walk outside, but the tempest
had returned a monster to Tifa’s bar.
Vincent’s dark hair hung around his face like a shroud, clinging to the sides
of his ghostly white face like spindly fingers of pure darkness. His borrowed
clothes were waterlogged and felt like lead weights holding him down. And, as
always, his crimson eyes gleamed in defiance of everything about Vincent
Valentine that might be called human. One look at his eyes, and he knew that it
was no man staring back at him from the mirror’s reflected realm.
He spun away from the mirror in disgust, hating himself, hating the world,
hating the very womb that had birthed him and the evil man that had made him
into a monster on the outside - an appearance to mirror the soul within. For
Vincent had always been a monster at heart. After all he had been a Turk, hadn’t
he? Only good for ending human life, not saving it.
“I hope you’re happy, Vincent! You managed to get rid of me!”
“Leave me alone,” Vincent whispered feverishly, rubbing his eyes with his
human hand as if he could erase of image of Yuffie’s face from where it was
engraved on the inside of his eyelids, beautiful and inescapable.
He had failed her. Failed her badly. And to think of her, innocent and
teeming with life, in the hands of the creature known as the Running Man only
generated in Vincent an even deeper sense of self-loathing than ever before. He
had always hated being called “Vinnie” but at that moment, he would have given
anything in the world to hear Yuffie calling his name. If she died, he would
never ever forgive himself.
So leave, he told himself. That way when Cloud and the others find
out she is dead, you’ll never have to face up to the sin. You’ll never have to
face up to the fact that you abandoned her when she needed you the most. You
monster. Cowardly monster. Go ahead. Run from the truth like you always do.
Something inside him - something that felt suspiciously like his heart -
began to break, and in his moment of vulnerability, Vincent suddenly felt an
extreme of sense of ominous foreboding wash over him. Hot and cold chased each
other across his skin, and a wave of dizziness hit him like a freight train and
disappeared just as quickly.
Something behind him suddenly demanded his attention, and Vincent whirled
around to look in the mirror.
And saw Chaos staring back at him, monstrous and terrible, its dark form
filling the entire mirror without enough room left for the wings that Vincent
couldn’t see but knew were there. And as he stared in horror, the
demon…smiled.
With a scream of rage and fear, Vincent’s hand shot out, snagged the lamp
from the dresser and flung it blindly at the mirror. The image of Chaos
dissolved into a thousand lethal shards of broken glass and crumpled to the
hardwood floor with a dozen ringing cries, shards shimmering in the moonlight
like a puddle of crystalline tears. The thunder roared outside, as if shocked by
the atrocity of his actions.
Silence fell for a second, broken only by the sounds of Vincent’s ragged
breathing and the rain pounding the window like demons crying to be let in.
He suddenly became aware of someone pounding up the stairs and heading
towards his room.
Someone started pounding on the door. “Vincent!” Cloud cried. “Are you
alright?! What happened?!”
“Vincent!” Tifa’s voice echoed her companion’s cries.
“I’m fine,” Vincent gasped, suddenly finding it hard for him to breathe.
“Just leave me!”
“What was that breaking sound?!” Cloud demanded. Vincent dimly heard the
other man trying to turn the doorknob, but the sound was distant, like he was
hearing it from underwater.
“Vincent,” Tifa’s voice suddenly whispered, right next to his ear. She had
apparently kneeled down so that she was basically level with him even with the
door between them. “Vincent, open the door,” she begged. “Please!”
“I’ll still be here in the morning, Tifa,” he whispered back, forcing the
words through his mouth. “I’ll still…be…here…”
He blacked out for a second, and when he reemerged from the abyss, he vaguely
heard Tifa trying to convince Cloud that everything was fine and Red XIII’s
gravelly voice asking what was wrong. But Vincent wasn’t interested in what was
going on in the world outside his door. All he felt was the fever throbbing in
his head and the cold that was making his limbs shiver uncontrollably.
Was he getting sick? No, he knew that he was immune to all diseases. If the
whole Planet were suddenly wiped out by a plague, he alone would remain
unaffected. Such was his curse, his penance for his well of sins. But if he
couldn’t fall ill, then what was happening to him? What was burning his flesh
and freezing his blood? He felt detached from the world around him - completely
unaware of his surroundings. The voices of Cloud, Tifa and Red were unreal, as
if he were dreaming.
Vincent knew only one creature was to blame for this. Only one creature on
the Planet could exert this much power over him.
Chaos?! he demanded silently while hugging his shivering body and
fighting to remain conscious. What are you…what are you doing to me?!
And this time, he heard it, unmistakable. He felt it rolling across his
soul like a dark, sinister wave. Laughter. The beast was laughing at
him.
So it was you! Leave me be! Back to the dark with you, demon! Vincent
focused all his energy behind these words.
The rumbling laughter seemed to increase at this ancient incantation. Vincent
felt the demon shifting in the well of his soul, a strange demonic babbling
issuing from its unseen mouth. Something clicked in his feverish mind that the
demon was speaking in its native tongue, the language of all things evil and
demonic, but something inside Vincent - perhaps something just as evil and
demonic - could make primitive sense of the words.
A tidal wave of images suddenly washed over Vincent without warning, plunging
him into what could only be described as utter and complete chaos.
A corridor. Rows of cells on either side.
A door with a circular handle.
Another hallway.
Hallway.
Hallway.
Hallway.
Endless hallway.
A room. A torture chamber! Raised platform and a walkway circling around the
entire room. Green light. A girl stood on the platform, chains around her
wrists.
“Yuffie!” Vincent cried, hands reaching out to grab her, but the image of her
suddenly dissolved before his eyes, falling apart and fleeing from the hands
that sought to liberate the one they had failed to save the first time.
Slowly, Vincent’s vision cleared, and he saw the raindrops rushing down the
window across the room from him. He felt the wetness of his soaked clothes
against his feverish skin and the incessant throbbing in his skull. He was still
shivering with unexplainable chills, his back firmly against the door to his
room, preventing the outside world from being tainted with the darkness that had
just passed through him.
And Chaos was where it was supposed to be - furtive, hidden deep within his
being, but always there.
“Chaos,” Vincent whispered weakly, feeling as if all the life had been
drained from his body. “You…show me the way to her, demon? Why? Why do you want
me to find her?”
But apparently Chaos declined to answer, for Vincent heard nothing from the
demon, not even a whisper.
He let the silence fill the niches of the room before whispering, “Yuffie…I
will find you. I promise.”
Then he sagged against the door and curled up into a ball, closing his eyes
and letting the fever run its course.
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