The Running Man stood on the deck of the reanimated ghost ship, letting the
screaming wind tear at his pale blond hair, completely oblivious to the rain
beating against his face and soaking his dark clothes with hungry eagerness. His
iridescent green eyes squinted instinctively against the rain that sought to
blind them, and his gloved hands were curled lazily around the wooden railing.
With a peculiar serenity, he gazed calmly at the turbulent sea, as if the
towering waves that angrily tossed the ship back and forth and the branches of
yellow lightening that streaked wildly across the sky were the most beautiful
things he had ever seen.
“Titus?” the woman’s voice came from behind him. “The hell you doing out
here, sugar?”
Titus didn’t even bother to turn around. “What does it look like I’m doing,
Fa-Li?”
The woman snorted. “Standing there in the rain in the most hideous weather
looking at the hideous ocean like an idiot.”
“Watch your tongue,” Titus warned flatly as the ship rocked violently. “The
Mother just might decide that you are be well-suited for her next meal. If I
were you, I wouldn’t risk angering her when she is not in her best of moods,
like she is now.”
Fa-Li laughed shortly, a sharp staccato sound of bitterness every ounce as
unpleasant as the roaring thunder. The heels of her calf-length boots thudded on
the deck as she strode up to stand next to Titus at the railing, disgusted by
the rain but not wanting to stay below the deck where the ship’s rocking motions
were even more violent and nauseating. Her sensual lips curled into a sneer as
she felt wayward raindrops slide underneath the collar of her leather bodysuit
and trickle down her back. She angrily tossed her mass of dark brown hair behind
her shoulder, her almond-shaped eyes narrowing in irritation.
“I never could quite understand you and your primitive little religion,” she
snarled at her dark companion, whose delicate yet majestic features cut a
startling profile against the backdrop of the turbulent sea. “Worshipping the
sea and everything,” she continued grumpily. “Just don’t make no sense to me,
honey.”
“That makes two of us,” Titus commented distractedly, unperturbed as the
“ghost ship” rocked to the right, the hungry waves trying to devour it
whole.
“If you don’t understand your own religion, baby, then why follow it?” Fa-Li
snapped.
Titus sighed. “I tried to explain this to you several years ago, remember?
You didn’t understand then; why would you understand now?”
Fa-Li suddenly smiled, as if the rain dripping down her fiercely beautiful
face didn’t bother her a bit. “Remembering the old days, Titus? Thinking about
the way things used to be between us?”
Titus stiffened. “Believe me, I try not to. Not very fond memories.”
“Oh, come on now,” she cooed, edging closer to him. “I was good to you, and
you certainly had no complaints at the time. Admit it, you enjoyed our little
relationship as much as I did.”
Titus’ eyes narrowed in irritation, though his emerald gaze never shifted
from the turbulent sea. “Maybe,” he admitted coldly. “But it didn’t take me long
to realize that you weren’t worth a moment of my time.”
Fa-Li grinned with remarkable friendliness considering the fact that Titus
had just insulted her. “Now what’s that supposed to mean, honey?”
The Running Man closed his eyes and lifted his face to the rain, letting the
needle sharp tears from the heavens pound against his pale skin. “Let’s just say
that your little ‘flings’ did nothing to higher my opinion of you. I soon saw
the light, you might say, and understood that all the bad names you had been
dubbed among our little faction were very much accurate.”
She gave a melodramatic sigh. “Titus, baby, you just don’t understand me. You
may be free of the ‘faction,’ as you call it, but you’re still in a cage.” She
thumped a small fist against the wooden railing of the ship. “It’s just like
this blasted ship; it has the entire sea to wander for all eternity, but instead
it always follows the same damn course, again and again. That’s you, Titus.”
Titus didn’t reply.
Fa-Li went on, feeling a little pride at how complex she was sounding, “Well,
not me, sweetheart. I’m as free as the wind. I have nothing to hold me back
anymore. My philosophy is that you live life while there’s still a life to live.
Do people that are still worth doing; see things that are still worth seeing, if
you know what I mean. In the world we live in, life can be gone down the drain
as fast as it came into existence.”
Titus laughed without mirth at the preposterous idea that Fa-Li could have
anything resembling a philosophy. But then again, he knew that the woman had her
dark secrets; maybe such a morbid philosophy was one of them. Whatever the case,
he didn’t bother to respond to her reply. Instead, he continued to keep his head
upturned to the heavens, allowing the raindrops to beat ruthlessly against his
face.
Fa-Li noticed what her companion was doing and snorted condescendingly. “Why
are you doing that?” she snapped, watching the rain drip from Titus’ pale blond
hair. “Does it feel good or something, letting all that water go down your face
and up your nose?”
“I don’t do it because it feels good, silly girl,” Titus responded without
opening his eyes, knowing that Fa-Li would bristle at the name he had just
called her. “Now that you mention it, the raindrops sort of hurt, but I don’t
worry about such petty physical things.”
“What are you doing then?” she snapped, already growing tired of his deep and
obscure phrases.
“Listening.”
“Listening?” she scoffed, shoving her waterlogged hair away from her face.
“Listening to what? The thunder, the rain? Even I can do that, baby. Anyone who
isn’t deaf can do that.”
“Petty physical things,” Titus repeated. “And you said I was in cage? There
are some things you don’t need ears to hear. I’m not listening to the thunder or
the rain. I’m listening to the ocean - to her words, her thoughts. She always
has much to say, but you humans never listen to her.” He paused. “It…displeases
her. She won’t go unheard for much longer.”
The woman snorted. “Is that supposed to frighten me, honey?”
“You should be afraid,” Titus murmured in a low voice. “The Mother is not
someone to be reckoned with. Her tides are violent and furious; her tsunamis
swallow entire cities. She is a titan.”
Fa-Li rolled her almond-shaped Wutainese eyes. “Please. Well, Titus, what
does the ocean have to say? Do enlighten me.”
Titus was silent for a long while, the roaring thunder and churning sea
eagerly filling the jagged spaces that his words had previously occupied. His
handsome face was still upturned to take in the rain, letting it pound against
his tender eyelids and cling to his dark blond eyelashes. His hands still
maintained a light grip on the wooden railing even as the ghost ship rocked
violently on the ocean’s surface.
Fa-Li watched his still face with a mixture of aggravation and fascination,
the normal pairing of emotions that she experienced when she traveled with Titus
for any long period of time. There was no denying that her ex-lover was drop
dead gorgeous, and she knew from experience that he was just as good-looking
without clothes as he was with them, but, then again, most of her ex-lovers were
that way. Generous to a fault. The thing, however, that set Titus apart from her
other “flings” was his obvious intelligence and foolish philosophical views on
the world and everything in it. It seemed that Titus could just glance at
something as insignificant as a rock with those luminescent green eyes of his
and see the deeper meaning behind the stupid thing when all Fa-Li saw was…a
rock. Something her heels would slip on if she stepped on it too quickly.
Something that she could throw if they encountered on enemy. Something to bash
her companion over the head with.
Titus was the only one who could unintentionally seduce and belittle her in
one single sitting. His good looks and unconscious charm intrigued her; his
complex way of thinking and talking made her feel as dumb as well…a rock.
This was one of those aggravatingly bewitching moments. Fa-Li just stood on
the deck of the ship, letting the rain soak her hair and skin even though she
was well aware that shelter was less than a few feet away, in the cockpit of the
ship. Titus made her do stupid things like this sometimes, things that totally
went against her prodigious amount of common sense. She could have been sitting
in the cockpit, nice and dry, not a hair out of place, but instead she was
standing out here in the rain watching her companion’s handsome face as he let
the rain beat it relentlessly. But, god, she couldn’t help herself; she just
loved looking at Titus. It was a major pity that he actually insisted on having
relationships instead of just quick fixes. Relationships were too messy for
Fa-Li; she wished Titus would simply submit to her and let her have her way with
him. Things would be so much better that way…
Fa-Li’s little fantasy realm evaporated into thin air as her companion
suddenly opened his eyes, lowering his head so that the rain hit the top of his
head and not his face. He stared out over the ocean, looking a little
disturbed.
“She is angry,” he suddenly blurted.
Fa-Li blinked in confusion. “Huh?”
Titus glanced at her briefly before looking back across the ocean again. “You
asked me what the ocean was saying,” he murmured. “She is angry, and I don’t
know why.”
“Don’t worry, honey,” Fa-Li said cheerfully. “I don’t know either.”
Titus rolled his eyes, looking irritated. “I didn’t expect you to.”
Fa-Li scowled beautifully, her fake-cheerful mood dissipating in an instant.
“Are you trying to insult me? You’ve got serious problems, Titus. Talking to the
ocean and all.” She sighed melodramatically. “I just don’t understand you
anymore.”
Titus snorted. “You never did in the first place. All you were interested in
was little escapades to the bedroom. Why did you even come on this mission? All
you are is a bunch of dead weight.”
“I have my reasons,” Fa-Li snapped angrily, not liking being called “dead
weight.”
“And what might those be?” Titus deadpanned, not looking concerned either
way.
Fa-Li crossed her slender arms over her ample chest and glared at him. “I
don’t have to answer to you, baby. My reasons are my reasons and that’s that.
And if you don’t like it, then tough! Because I’m here and this is where I’m
staying.”
“Why you’d want to stay some place you’re not wanted is completely beyond
me,” Titus said coldly, an almost-scowl on his drenched face. “But being that my
employer ordered that you assist me, there is very little I can do about
it.”
“Now that’s more like it,” Fa-Li said soothingly, running her slender fingers
flirtatiously over Titus’ sleeve, the tips of them finding little friction on
the slippery surface. He pulled his arm away.
Undaunted by the repulsed vibes Titus was emitting, Fa-Li smiled and said
conversationally, “So what’s the game plan?”
“We’re heading to Midgar,” Titus clipped shortly.
She scowled. “Midgar? Why ever so? That place is dirty and wartorn. Why would
you want to choose such a location to kidnap the Kisaragi girl?”
Titus was silent. The roaring sea devoured her question.
A dark thought suddenly crossed Fa-Li’s mind. “You are going to follow
your orders, aren’t you?” she asked her companion earnestly.
Titus didn’t reply. In fact, he didn’t even look at her. She may as well have
been talking to herself.
But Fa-Li wasn’t giving up. If Titus was thinking about being pigheaded and
stupid, she was going to have to go upside that thick head of his and pull him
out of the ozone. Grabbing his arm in a vice-like grip, a considerable feat for
such a slight woman, she leaned in closer to her motionless companion and stared
hard at his handsome profile.
“Titus, you’re not thinking about disobeying the Master now, are you?” she
murmured feverishly, her nasal voice barely audible over the thunder. “Do you
have a death wish or something? You are fortunate he even dares to associate
with you after what you pulled a year ago! He could have easily ordered your
death, but he spared your life, Titus! Don’t defy him again, please!”
Titus was silent for a moment after her ranting, but then he gently pulled
his arm from her grasp. Fa-Li let her fingers slide from his arm, watching his
pale, inanimate face carefully for any signs that her words had sunk into his
thick skull.
“All roads lead to Midgar,” he said flatly, apparently choosing to ignore
what she had just said. “AVALANCHE and the Turks have no other leads to go on. I
am almost certain that they’ll head back to Midgar to search for their missing
friend.”
And because that Turk saw me poking around the lab, he added silently.
What folly! So unlike me! I don’t know what I was thinking! Why was I
expecting to find anything at all in the lab of a madman? Stupid, stupid,
stupid…
“How can you be so sure?” Fa-Li asked suspiciously, as oblivious to Titus’
thoughts as she was to the light spray of seawater that was hitting her
porcelain cheek like the feathers of angel’s wing.
“I’m not sure,” Titus responded. “Nothing is ever certain or preset in
this world. There is no such thing as destiny. I can simply guess and hope my
instincts haven’t betrayed me.”
Fa-Li stared at Titus for a while after his words had already been dispersed
into the air and swallowed by the roar of thunder and the turbulent sea.
Eventually, she adverted her almond-shaped eyes and stared blankly at the worn
grain of the railing, tracing the swirling pattern with her slender fingers. Her
dark brown hair, now laden with rainwater, hung in front of her face as rain
dripped from it. For the first time, she was as oblivious to the tossing deck as
her companion was, and just as silent…a first for her.
When she finally spoke, however, the subject wasn’t the previous one they had
been discussing. “Do you think the big guy’s going to kill Mr. President down
there?” she asked softly, fingers still dancing over the wooden railing.
Titus’ gaze was far away, but he heard the thoughtfulness behind her question
and thought it deserved an answer. “I hope not,” he said softly.
Fa-Li looked at him in surprise. “Why?”
“If he dies,” Titus replied. “AVALANCHE and the Turks will be unstoppable.
The blood of their friend will be the driving force behind their revenge. They
would not rest until the last of us lies dead at their feet.”
Fa-Li couldn’t think of anything to say. The fact that Titus was afraid of
two rag-tag bands of veterans made her afraid. She was particularly cautious of
the Turks, and the idea of both AVALANCHE and the Turks out for her blood was so
terrifying that she didn’t even wish to think about it. So she said nothing.
Titus was as silent as his noodle-brained companion, lost in the deep thoughts
that Fa-Li loathed. A war raged within the Running Man, a war of morals and
duty, of ancient history and recent occurrences, of lust and common sense. His
dual nature was once again tormenting him, and it didn’t stop until the dark,
ravaged shape of Midgar loomed in the distance, and the words of his employer
rang clear and powerful in his head, inescapable. Duty won the battle over
ethics, and Titus felt that familiar coldness settle over his soul, freezing his
heart in his chest and turning his eyes into two chips of emerald ice.
He and Fa-Li were still silent as the ship beached itself on the shore of
Midgar, an ungainly finish to the last trip it would ever make.
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